Everytime I try to fly

last night............

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 14:55:57 GMT

ugh so pissed at myself right now ... ugh!!!!!

let's get drunk you can drive us to the harbor.. wish upon a star but do you know what stars are of

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 21:19:55 GMT

mondaaay... okay so today was a good day for the most part.. here it is for u:

hIstory - test. wow im screwed.. al bs'd the essay ?.. i didnt do it at all

bIo - notes. o boyy. cascone split up jackie, allyson, weinglass, kathryn and i :( o wells.. i still get to sit w/ al and kathryn

graphIcs - fun fun fun! as always.. (not being sarcastic) ;) ..myspace has officially taken over our graphics class.. haha

gYm - no class today!! frosh had peer leadership so we had a free period!! me and galls went to the cafeteria cause she had lunch and we waited o nthe lunch line forever!! haha.. it was soo funny. we were talking to weinglass, angie, i think tommy and someone else i think.. and then the lunch lady ran into wein.. haha. then katie b and katie d came on the line and started singing really loud and katie's hand swung up and hit this thing that shook and then lunch lady was liek all pissed.. and then was liek saying stuff like "they r highschoolers.. can they grow up??" haha that was funny! does she not have a sense of humor?.. then gallo and i went walked around then went back to the gym and ate and mac made her go and i SHOULD HAVE GONE W/ HER!!

geOmetry - schul got distracted and off topic and the entire period we ended up talking about what went from bathroom passes to locking the door to lockdown to drug sniffing dogs to drugs in high shcool to drinking in high shcool to schul's 1st time drunk to dating to how he met his wife and etc.. quite entertaining.. haha

lUnch - talked w/ cait fItz

eNglish - same old same old..

frEnch - o m g boring! french club trip is on wednesday thoguh.. big apple circus in nyc!! haha. andre and ker r going too! :)

now im home and i shoudl get going on my hw soon so i can go to youth group tonight.. thats about it.. tomorrow after school im gettign my hair lighted! i kno it sounds stupid, but im actually excited.. haha. should be fun.. xoxo

at ally's

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 02:42:08 GMT

okay.. soooo i'm at allyson's right now and yeahh andrea, byrne, ally, ker, kirby, steph, jackie, cait, will, brendan, max, and kei r hereee.. and more people r coming.. :).. okay soo yesterday after shcool i went to ker's to work on the scrapbook.. bizzy gizzy, lmao... okay, and then last night.. me and some of the other g's went to the mall and had some chinese, put makeup on at sephora, etcc and then we all went back to ker's and hung out.. all together i think it was me, gals, mally, cait, al, ker, kirby,jayne, jackie, steph, kei, cody, max, brendan, dave, mike fitz, and jack were there. we chilled, played hackey sack.. haha i suck.. talked, and other shit.. then at 11 i got a ride home from mike fitz and then went to bed.. yea.. by the way kirby's dad does NOT have a schoolbus (lol).. this morning i went to the mall w/ my mom and got something to wear on christmas.. now i g2g cause im at ally's.. busy beatles!! will just put that frikken creepy car commercial on here.. omg.. g2g xoxo La'ss

chilly..

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 17:28:36 GMT

i just woke up like a half an hour ago.. wow. last night was alot of fun. we all went to kristy's house to chill and go in the hot tub. me, gals, and jackie got their at like 7:45 and then like evryone else started to come.. it was me, kp, gals, jackie, ker, mal, ally, steph, cait, and weinglass.and then the guys came.. it was soo friken cold out so we put off going in the hott tub out side for like a half an hour and we all sat in the porch and talked and ate and took a really cute pic or 2.. al's gonna sedn them to me.. by the way.. weinglass is a penis and cait is sperm.. lmao and then some brave people ran outside in bathing suits even though it was like (or felt like) -10 degrees out and inot the hott tub.. then most of us eventually got in and we were so squished water was like falling out everywhere.. haha.. good convos in there.. me and weingalss were gonna try to do a bikini top swap.. but i backed out for a few reasons.. lol.. maybe next time :). after a logn time of being in there everyone was prunign so they ran out like screeming cause it was so cold and u coudl liek c the heat around them.. and me and mally stayed in and talked for a few minutes then had to get out. so we all changed (some into pj's.. lol.. galls, u r the smart one for bringing them) and hung out.. a few peopel got pissed cause they were tryign ot watch a movei in the other room and they got mad cause we were Talking in the kitchen and other rooms too loud.. haha. it wa sso much fun though.. very very good and funyn convos. then mp (matt) wlaked in and deicded to chil land talk with us.. then me, ker, and jackie ran outside threw the back to the front cause mike fitz and kirby were driving around and decided to stop by.. we met up w/ them outside and they came in w/ us and eneded up stayign and talking for liek half an hour.. lol. ohh.. some funny and very good convos in the kitchen.. well thats all i can say haha.. i got a ride home from gallo around 11ish. and went right to bed w/out showering.. gros.. i know.. but i was soo tired. im gonna take one now.. gonna chill later w/ the g's.. xoxo Laura

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 22:41:55 GMT

ooh today was a fun day.. not much happened, but i dont know im in a good mood.. not too much happened today in school.. im almost done w/ my friends' picture colage in graphics, also we had the assembly about sex in the auditorum today instead of gym.. we learned about great sex and bad sex.. lmao.. u can always count on some of the guys to make it interesting by shouting stuff out.. lmao.. mal, ally and i sat together and like laughed our asses off.. today after school after the ski club meeting that everyone had ot go to i went over ker's house to work on a scrabook :) omg, fun fun times.. online lol. we printed out pics and then b4 i left ker Finally let me do her makeup for the first time like ever! omg.. it was so much fun. she looked so pretty! and then i did her hair and of coarse we took a pic or 2 together.. haha. i also had fun w/ her paper shredder.. im not quite sure what exactly we r doing tonight yet, but i hope it will be fun:) we r thinking of girls night w/ some chinese food and movies and dtuff.. hmmm not sure yet. well thats all for now
xoxo Laaaaaaa

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 01:48:26 GMT

i have a feeling this weekend might not be all that great well for a few reasons.. (sigh) but its ok.. we r gonna have a MAJOR kick ass time tomrorwo ngiht w/ our chinese food totatl girls night.. right girls?? ;)its just that i need to have some fun.. some cheering up... idk.. a few reasons.. but we will makee this fun ;) xoxo Laura

oh boy..

Sat, 27 Nov 2004 04:38:25 GMT

omg, hysterIcal night.. well first of all let me tell u bout my day first.. i didnt do much.. sat around in my pj's.. then at like 2:30 cait and i met at lakeside and had some lunch.. then walked back to her house through the park and billy spotted us so picked us up and drove us back to caits.. well i did her makeup for this huge sweet 16 she's going to tonight at the manor and i have to say i did an awesome ).. we did a photo shoot after!! like 50 close ups of our faces togteher in all different faces.. haha. .they came out o cute, im making them black and white and they are going on my graphics project.. then i did her hair and went home at like 5..
i ate dinner then at 7 went to the mall w/ ally, steph and galls.. we all spent all of our money on and stuff at the icing and contempo.. omg in there forever.. i spent it all.. necklace, earings, hairl things, and cream.. anyways, we left at like 9:30 and went back to ally's.. kyle, steve, ricky, dan, and al's cousin ed from cg were there.. kristy came too .......and lets just say it was the funniest night.. first of all the guys had stolen cg's "home of cedar grove" sign and put it on their deck and al's cousin saw.. haha.. and the rest fo the night the funniest things happened.. and lets just say we dared kyle to put on a red sparkly thong, and well he did.. and then hung it in his car... many more hysterical moments n CONVOS too...
gallo: "how do u know if your dog is jewish??"

lmao.. well thats all i have to say.. o boy. well i wish i could go tomorrow niht but i cnt i dont think :( .. but im sure there will be many more of those nights.. i hope. its itme for me to go to bed now.. well not really. its too early. but well this is all
xoLaura

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 02:33:10 GMT

happy thanksgiving everyone! we beat cedar grove this morning! hell yea..

cg girl (screaming): "what!!?? we r going to giants stadium, what!!??!"
gallo: " what??!! senesi broke his ankle in 2 places, what??!!"

haha.. i also dropped my purse in mud.. the pep rally last night was awesome too.. congrats to the homecoming king and queen!! jill o'connel and mike sfrazza... they drove them into the gym on what we think was the cushman from the pool.. lol. afterwards we went to allyson's and chillddd.. this morning i went to the game and then later on to thanksgiving w/ my family and all of my relatives at my cousins's house.. it was fun. me, emy, and tooshie chilled.. did u know that you can be allergic to alcohol and it can make u wheeze?? i had no idea.. uh oh. maybe i wasnt having allergies from ker's dog.. haha. now im home and eating some stuffing.. again. and im about ready to go to bed because i am very tired.. xoxo
Laura

Wed, 24 Nov 2004 22:49:31 GMT

half day today! the girls came over after school and we ordered food from fortes.. getting ready for the pep rally!! cant wait to see who is homecoming king and queen!! i think im goin to ally's first! random survey:

Name: Laura
Birthday: may 27, 1989
Birthplace: st barnabus

Current mood: getting ready!!
Current music: a mix
Current taste: reasy to eat dinner
Current hair: kinda down but like pinned back sorta
Current clothes: ae jeans, hollister t-shirt and vhs girls soccer sweatshirt (maroon and white day)
Current annoyance: nothin really
Current thing I ought to be doing: getting ready and eating dinner
Current windows open: u mean internet kind of windows?? galls lj, and im's
Current favorite band: ohhhhh soo many.. i like a bunch.. none in specific though
Current book: A Seperate Peace.. yuck
Current cd in stereo: the mix ally made me

Smoke? no
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: sometimes
Read the newspaper?: only when its something good in v- cg times
Believe in miracles?: yea
Consider yourself tolerant of others: yes??
Like the taste of alcohol?: um kinda, but i drink it anyways though

Have a favorite candy?: o man, chocolate!!
Believe in God?: yes
Have any pets: nope
Have any piercings?: 2 holes in each ear
Have any tattoos?: nope
Have an obsession?: no
Have a best friend?: yes, manY!!

Hair: dark blonde
Eyes: green
Height: 5'2 ish

5 things you ate in the last 24 hours
1. i dont stop eating, so i have no idea
2.
3.
4.
5.

Do you:
get motion sickness?: mostly not
have a bad habit?: idk.
get along with your parents?: most of time
like to drive?: i wish.. but im still 15.. i passed the state test though! hell yea

favorites
book:im not sure
thing to do on the weekend: hang out w/ my g's and everyone else too xoxo

have you ever:
broken the law: yes!
ran away from home: no
snuck out of the house: ummmm
ever gone skinny dipping: no, but came real close this summer after hours at the vcp
made a prank phone call?: hell yea!
skipped school before:well kinda, but i call them mental health days ;)
been in a school play: yeah 1.. and a few summer ones

Tue, 23 Nov 2004 20:11:46 GMT

home sick today.. i feel much btter now though.. huge headache.. since im obviously bored w/ nothing betetr to do im gonna tell u quickly about my day yesterday and night.. not very niteresting but o wells..
yesterday after school i went to the ski club meeting w/ everyoen even though im nto going on the trip, i was gettign a ride from galls so i went.. ill buy scarves and stuff fro you guys!! after that andrea and i couldnt find tom anywhere but his car was unlocked so we decided to wait in there and talk. well the frikken car alarm went off real loud and everyone in the senior parking lot and football team and other people out there were like staring.. omg soo embarrassing! ;) lol.. so we jumped into the car and like hid while laughing our asses off. we waited in ther efor like 15 minutes or so talkign and saw schull going to his car nd gallo wanted to scream hi so i (the smart one that i am) opened the door wihtout thinking and the alarm went off again. then ally called us and we decided to hang at her house so we ran for our lives from the car and down to her house.. and chilled, talk, and stuff for umm.. 3 hours!! :) fun times..

then at 6 pm i had to go back to the high shcool to decorate the hallways for class clor day today.. sophs- CREAM!! wtf?? lol.. seniors were pink, juniors brown, and frosh purple(barney!) we got in trouble for taping '07 on the floor.. then i left at like 7:30 for youth group.. fun times.. heard all about the SENIORS WHO STOLE THE HILLBILLY FROM THE CG PEP RALLY/ BON FIRE LAST NIGHT!! props to them! they are amazing!! o boy... well thats pretty much it.. tomorrwo is a half day and verona day.. hmm what to wear. then tomorrwo night is the pep rally! thats all .. xo Laura

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 16:50:36 GMT

oh boy.. night to remember.. actually,some of it i don't remember, lmao

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 22:55:08 GMT

the foootbal game was a good time today, even though we were freezing our asses off! even though we lost, its all good cause we have WAY more class than those cedar grove panthers.. they can kiss my ass. tailgate was fun too. got a V on my face :). by the way anxious is ment in a good way tonight. :) omg soo nervous for the party, but it will be a hell of a fun time if it works out!! im excited!! a bunch of us r sleepin over ker's after so we dont have to worry about coming home..

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 20:29:20 GMT

just forget about that whole last entry.. i dont know what i was talking about.. i just wasnt in the greatest mood last night..i saw something that made me a little upset somewhere and thats it.. today made me feel better though :)
xo Laura

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 02:21:45 GMT

heartbroken... how couldi have ever been so fucking stupid

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 04:23:44 GMT

ughh// he's so hot.. i just cant stop thinking about him!!

this weekend

Mon, 25 Oct 2004 02:04:16 GMT

what is with me and not updating? idk. soccer is almost over- this is the last week- so i will have way more time for stuff liek this.. anyways this weekend was okay.. not awesome, but not bad.. sooo

friday: school wasnt that bad cause i got to leave after 4th period for the french trip! ok so the trip wasnt that great cause we went to go see a ballet or somehting but the fact is that i missed 4 periods! i felt bad cause ker got separated from me and allyson in the theater cause al and i started a new row and ker get stuck sitting next to mordy.. i felt bad.. ok so me, al, steph ponz, katherine, and some others had the FuNnIeSt convo while waiting for it to start.. lest just say that steph compared someone to a tampon.. the ballet was soo fucking weird.. the dancers were dancing w/ rubber chikcens..... thats all i have to say after school we had soccer practice at f n. instead of playing soccer we played football.. haha. it was so funny. i have major butterfingers. mal caught it at the end! yay mal! friday night we all decided to see the Grudge at cedar grove.. omg soo fucking FREAKY ! i got a ride from mal at like 7:15 we also got galls and jackie on the way. funny car ride.. we met steph, byrne and weinglass there and we waited on an iNsANeLy long line to get tickets.. the theater was packed.. oike ther werent any seats left.. and the only people in there who werent middle schoolers or high schoolers was this like 60 year old couple sitting behind us complainign about us all the entire movie.. the gusy met up w/ us too there.. i cnt remember who wwas there so dont gget amd if i forget someone.. i think it was brendan, jack, jeff, cody, and will.. ?? im not sure.. i wa son the end next to byrne and i wa sliek freaking out the hole time.. everyone had there face covered and i wanted a picture of it.. haha.. weinglass was so funny.. she had her face covered liek the hole time but still screamed when somethign happened... Lol. i was scared to go to sleep that night.. after the movie we walked across the street to pilgrim- almost getting hit by a car as always.. - we were gonna sit in the smokign section cause there were alot of us and also so they could smoke too but we got seated in the reg. section instead.. it was soo FUNNY cause will told jack to put salt on his hand then hold an ice cube on top of it for 60 seconds.. and he did and he was in such pain! lmao.. then weinglass tried and like screamed.. haha.. i got pics. after that we ordered our food, then keith and some other guys came and jeff and others went outside to go talk to them.. i dont know what happened.. okay so we stayed there til like 10 then we wlaked back across the street to the movie parking lot to think of somethign to do.. we kind of just like hung around there until like 10:45 and since we didnt knwo what to do we all went hom.. iw as soo tired.. but was freake dout to go to bed right away..

saturday: saturday morning i slept kind of late and then at 1 me, jackie, andrea, and steph went to the football game at the high school. everyone had to wear maroon to to the game cause the yearbook staff was takings pics or something.. so everyone did.. we we the first fans in the "high shcool section" at first but then everyone showed u pand it was alot of fun.. i felt bad for thr guys who had V-E-R-O-N-A painted on the stomaches cause it was freeezing out!! we got confetti and silly string and everythign poured on us again and it another crazy game., ker, allyson, and the guys came too. all the seniors had their baby dolls with them for the family living thing and brie asked me to abbysit molly lorenzo/ chris sours baby during the game and me and steph alternated holdigng it.. haha.. it was funny. i dont know how many times somone shouted during the game dont have sex or use condoms .. haha.. it was a fun agem as always.. the defense fense was messed up too .. after the game we walked to allysons and decided what to do.. we all decided to walk somewhere for lunch and so we walked to ihop.. yummy. we got confetti all over the floor there and i felt bad cause the guy had to mop it up behind us.. haha.. gals was occupied by the string.. then me, andrea, jack, and jackie got a ride home from tom and everyoen esle walked i think.. i couldnt go otu that night cause i had to babysit.. but ally, andrea, and jackie went over kers cause sher paretns were gone and she was watchign her brother. and from what i heard the guys came and cooked scrambled eggs.. omg lol.. that must have been FUNNY. i wish i were there. i got home at like 1 from babysitting.. and went right to bed when i got home cause i was like falling asleep the hole time there. today i did nothign all day.. ti was my brothers b-day was i was gonna go to his football game and everything but i wasnt ready ontime.. i felt bad. tongiht i had some good chocolate cake.. i also finished htis book that ker let me borrow and it was soo good. omg.. ndi dont normally read books that i dont have, liek besides school books, but this was really godo.. and nwo after i read it something is kinda bothering me and i kind of know what it is but i just dont know.. i get so frustrated with myslef sometimes when things liek this are bothering me.. idk.. im rambling.. forget about it.. okay so im going to bed soon because i dead tired.. so im out..

<3 la

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 01:37:41 GMT

im here for you gals.. always <33
~ everything is going to be ok..i promise :) i knew he could pull through

iNsAnE wEeKeNd..

Sun, 10 Oct 2004 23:59:18 GMT

omg, this weekend was insane.. and some of the things im going to look back on and laugh hysterically.. haha. really. im gonna try and shorten everything that we did and only talk bout the "important stuff" but some if the stuff is too funny to leave out.. ok so
~ friday ~ after school we had a soccer game vs. cedar grover, and we were sooo close to winning the score was 1-0 them.. o well. we tried really hard. so then afetr that i went home and ate dinner and showered really quickly. andrea picked me up at like 7 and she also got jackie and maybe someone esle.. i cnt really remember.. so then we met up w/ everyone at the essex green theater.. it was me, andrea, allyson, weinglass, byrne, steph, jackie, kei, brendan, jack, and the wo-town guys.. we could not figure out which movie to go to so most of us just bought tickets to shark tale and went off to which ever movie we wanted.. me, jackie byrne, and weinglass went to shark tale and everyoen else went to friday night lights.. shark tale was amazing!! pot smoking jelly fish.. haha. ya mon.. i think we were the oldest people in the theater... everyone kept going back and forth from movie to movie and i got in trouble by a guy who worked there, oops. afterwards we waited for the other movie to end and we couldnt figure out where to go so we just walked around to some like pizza place and decided we were going to ditch the wo-town guys and go to "brendans" as our parents thought. so i got a ride from byrne's mom and she dropped us off at brendans house.. after she pulled away we met up w/ everyone else who got a ride from brendans dad and also jeff, keith, joe, and i think 2 others by the golf course to walk.. and wOw, jeff and keith were totally WASTED. . omg.. keith was like falling all over the places and ringing peoples doorbells.. and then they were like "lets go streaking!!" . and ya kno what happenned next.. they did.. in the middle of the street and they were like rolling into peoples bushes and stuff.. lmao.. and the rest of the night was just as hysterical.. and to make the story short.. i got a ride home from jack at 11 and didnt go to bed til like 1 i think..

~ saturday daytime ~ saturday morning i slept in really late, well late for em.. 11:30. and i woke up to my mom telling me that andrea was on the phone.. so we all made plans to go to the footbal game at 2. it was a huge game.. home vs. boonton.. nd both teams were undefeated so as u can imagine we (the vhs crowd) that takes up haldf the bleachers was insane and loud.. but it was so much fun.. everyoen was like throwning confetti and silly string, playing the trumpet, throwing carly in the air.. and a bunch of people started throwing water in the air and farishian flipped a shit so after the game he said we all had to pick up garbage behind the bleachers.. but no one did and we ran behind the bleachers and got out of there asap.. after that me, ker, steph, andrea, brendan, kei, jack, and cody started walking home and me, andrea, steph, brendan, kei and cody walked to verona pizza for a late lunch/ dinner. steph made a mess w/ her food. omg. then dean and joe vivona walked in and the rest of the gusy left.. i dont kno y.. anyways they sat w/ me, steph and gals and we all talked and everythign for liek ahalf an hour.. and they ate their pizza. after that we walked over to terry's then me and gals walked home the long way down lakeside. we talked and had some good convos.. then i went home and was home alone and we made plans to go to lookout.. and then quickly showered..

~ saturday night ~ after my shower i had like absolutley no time at all to get ready lol. i just like scrumched my hair and ran out the door.. tom gallo picked me up and after getting allyson and chris mckenna, he dropped me, andrea, and al off at brendans.. o and i forgot to mention.. lookout got cancelled and moved to split.. but we didnt want to go so we went to brends.. not knowing that we werent actually "going" there.. thats just what our parents were supposed to think. so gals, al and i found all the guys waiting on brends stret for us to be dropped off and then we started walking.. and that was the beginning of our what seemed like 2 day night.. they thought i was weinglass at first because of my hair.. lol. then we walked over to brookdale and on our way weinglas, byrne and harry got dropped off and went w/ us. all togetehr i think it was me, andrea, allyson, steph, byrne, weinglass, brendan, kei, jeff, cody, jack, harry, will, nd mike pet.. nd i think that was it.. alot of people. so anyways we went to brookdale and behind the school by the playground and there was no way for us to get "anything" so we decided to start walking towards like cedar grove nd kips castle and stuff. .gallo was freaking out cause she thought it would be haunted.. lol. so we were like walkeing on one of the streets by like everett field nd i dont remember who, but someone pushed weinglass onto a hill/ someones front yard cause she was tryign to walk suideways.. haha.. she then chased him. so then we walked up/down linden onto pompton and crossed the street onto this other hill/street and julia g was having a party and everyoen from her house was outsied on the sidewalk and street talking.. it was like alot of people from our school. some i didnt kno.. and so we all started t alking to them.. and some of them were really drunk.. then all of a sudden a bunch of the gusy hat were there starts screaming 5-0, 5-0.. and everyone starts running to like th eir cars and up the street and everything. .and a bunch of ius were still standing there and then someone wa slike screaming "5-0 means the cops!!" so we start runnign up the streat for our lives and i was in freaking flip flops.. a ton of us just kept running and running up the street.. and i was like panicking ans so i ran to like another street off of it so i wouldnt be stopped and i thought others were beihind me but there wasnt anyone so i was like o shit.. but the cops drove up to where everyone one else ran and pulled over and like asked them ?s and stuff.. they just lied and said rthey were looking for a place to eat or something and the cop was like kinda pissed and said to choose and then i guess they were safe then cause he drove away, so we all ran back down the street and i saw charlotte and i was freaking out so she was like its ok , its ok.. and then kei and weinglass calmed me down.. i was like panicking.. it alos turned out that wein's aunt was across the street and saw us runnning from the cops and saw her w/ jeff and so she called her cell and wa slike what the hell is going on.. uh oh.. lol..so then we walked to like kings and ashley, danielle, brittany, etc.. walked too.. and as we were walking up towards there another cop came so me, steph, cody, and jack ran away and back onto linden.. it turned out the rest fo them went to like kings then to the cg movie thater for a few minutes.. and some people were like toatlly out of it.. so anyway, me, steph, jack, and cody were walking down linden and pass the collins' hosue and i think charlie was having a party and they couldnt really tell who we were cause we were walking down the street in the dark so we said who we were and hi and stuff then walked down to liek codys and thought of making smores .. then andrea called me and was like we are all (everyone who was origionally there at the beginning of the night) going to meet up w/ u guys on linden so then jack got picked up and i walked up the street to meet up with them so we all walked back down to codys and cody and stuff had just ran to krausers to get the chocolate, grahm crakcers, and marshmellows and met us in front of codys.. then after hanigng outside for like 3 m inutes.. me, weinglass, andrea, byrne, jeff, brendan, will and kei walked down linden and over to krausers.. and everyoen else stayed at codys.. when we got there we were liek all starving cuase a few of us hadnt ate dinenr yet and it wa slike 11:00 and a long.. but memorable night.. so we all got like food and drinks and stuff .. i had peanut butter filled yodels and a coke for my dinner from there.. and the yodels said it had expired in 1999.. and i started flipping! lol. .btu there was nothign i could do but through the last one out.. and so we all went out in front of krausers and talked and laughed botu the night and ate for a while then brendans dad picked up up and drove us all home... it wa slike one of those nights where at the time is really weird and iw as liek nervous and everything.. btu now when i look back on it, it was like alot of fun in a way and a really funny memory.. and you kno what.. we basically were all over verona.. i think we went throught the entire town and made a cirlce sort of.. and i got my exercise in for soccer.. brendan or someone said something like " i feel like i just lost 10 pounds tonight" .. lol.. wow

~ sunday ~ sunday morning.. aka this morning me, ker, weinglass,allyson, cait, and jackie went to lakeside for lunch at like 1.. when we got there we ordered our food and weinglass and i were talking to her aunt tryign to tell her that we werent actualty tat that party last ngiht.. it was so funny.. everyone workign here was like.. aww give her a break.. weinglass and i were laughing.. so we ate.. cait used part of my sub's role to squish a bug and made a comment "is it too beefy??" lmao.. u had to be there for that one.. we were very loud.. then after, we walked to drugfair.. we got candy, i got eyeliner, and we found the 5 dollar jeans hystercial.. lol. after that we all walked back to my hosue to hang otu and andrea met up w/ us.. we played ddrmax, looked at pics, and looked at the 1977 yearbook.. lmao. i also braided gallo and wein's hair.. jackie and andrea suck at ddrmax.. haha.. then we eventually took a walk and sang and walked gallo ome, then back to my house.. and everyone else got picked up..

tonight im just chilling because we have to go back to school tomorrow.. tear.. im so sry this is such a long entry.. but this weekend was iNsAne and i just had to write everything in here.. <33
always >laura

my day today

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 02:08:37 GMT

okay so, today was good.. i dont have much time right now to update on everything all tell what hppened in each and every one of my classes cause i have to get in the shower and go to bed.. im soo tired. so anyways today in school was freezing.. omg.. so cold, and its only october! wow. so in graphics i gace gals her day- late b-day card cause i wasnt in school yesterday..i hope u like dit gallo! plus it had all that coll glitter in it that made a fucking mess when i was writing the crad on my bed last night! haha. anyways, after school i went to the locker room to get ready for soccer, talked as always, ate etc.. then made my way down to FN for practice.. okay so we were doing this one on one thing- defense vs. offense and i was against ker ker and i was trying to kick the ball away from her and somehow like slipped sorta in a weird way (hard to describe) and huurt my knee somehow.. it hurt like hell.. but i didnt want to admit how bad it hurt at first tp fabs cause i felt like a wimp, lol. but eventaully i had to sit and i iced it.. kers mom gave me a ride home and then when i got home i sat on the couch, iced my knee, watched american wedding, and ate diner, all at once.. after that idid my hw and her i am now. im talking to cait about jello right now! lol.. o gosh. cant wait for the weekend! im out..
< laura

woW.. long time no entry,,,

Tue, 05 Oct 2004 23:21:03 GMT

wow.. its been a hwile since i have updated on here. new background :) i love this pic from caits party last weekend.. soo cute. i look bad in it though so i will proabbly end up changing it. okay so obviuoslky a loit has happened since i last updated.. last few nights of summer.. awesome.. great memories.. last night of vcp.. awesome!! iw as thrwn in fully clothed.. haha.. anyway.. that was a while ago ..its the beginning of october already, omg! schools going really good so far this year.. not exactly great, but its going good so far. soccer has been fun :) i actually like it ALOT better than volleyball.. cause.. well, i dont kno y, but i just do.. plus i get to talk w/ my g's much more :)..anyway today was ANDREA GALLO'S 15TH BIRTHDAY!!! <3 ya always!! - happy b-day gals! nd i feel really abd cause i wasnt there for ya to say happy birthday in school today.. out sick (i felt like an elephant was sitting on my face, stiff neck, and way over tired,ect).. and i swear andrea.. i was so close to coming in even thoguh ifelt shitty today just to say happy birthday to you! lol. ill give you ur fabulous card tomorrow asap :). and i missed the big singing of happy brithday on the bleachers at the boys soccer game today! i cnt imagaine what ur face was like.. haha. so anyways.. when i woke up this morning i really felt shitty and my mom was like okay, lay dowen on the couch for a few minutes then let me kno if you want to go to school or not, so i did and i ended up falling asleep and slept for the nxt 4 hours. lol. i honeslt dont get enouph sleep at al.. not cool. so thats about ti for today, but im gonna try to update as much as i can on now on this journla.. cause i would really like to keep up with it. im out <laura

im updating the journal

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 02:32:34 GMT

i have way too much on my mind right now.. not in a very good mood.. i dont know..

any way.. much has happened since i last updated.. lbi.. many memories.. haha.. :just bead it.. drive by water gun shooting.. guitar guys.. andreas stolen ring.. and many more

lbi was a while ago though.. much has happoened since then too.. fun times.. so i think ill just start off new with yesterday and today.. yesterday morning i had my second day of volleyball tryouts.. my legs fucking kill.. v-ball went from 9- 11:30 .. then i went home chilled for the rest of the afternoon and went to the pool for work at 4 i think.. funny times there too.. its allways something new every day there.. lol. so anyway not much happened but gallo came to the pool at like 5:30 and we hung out and stuff cause it was nto crowded at all .. so i didnt really work.. (like we ever do.??) andrea and i took a walk around the pool and talked and stuff and bobby and chris decided tostart the longest walking human chain around the pool.. interesting.. then i was asked to restock the girls room... now that was a first for me.. haha. gallo decided to help too since cassidy got stung by a be.. we had an interesting time screwing everything up... the toilet paper.. haha.. wow. it was funbny cause andrea doesnt even wokr there.. we also ratted in there and then had to lock up the outside shower door.. now.. with all my strength gone from tryouts.. this was a major challenge.. charlie drove us and a bunch of other people home at 8... bobby surfed the van on the way.. and we saw mark and his "jeep" drive by.. funny

today was basically the same old hting.. v-ball tryouts and shit.. had to run up sampson and all other stuff. not fun.. tomorrow mornign they r making cuts.. im really nervous. . but whatever happens.. happens.. vb ended at 12 today and because both my parents were at work today i got a ride staright to the pool at 12 from jackie's aunt even though i didnt have to work til 1.. but my parents werent home to take me from my house to the pool at 1.. so i just went straight there.. and so i got there and since i was all sweaty and gross and didnt technically have to be there til 1.. i took a shower there nd everything.. not too much happened today at the vcp.. same old stuff.. got some candy that he pool spent 80 bucks on for swimming lessons.. too much left over.. duh.. not much happened.. we changed the schedule around cause kristens sick and cnt work rest of summer.. so we did that,, ate.. me and steph c and others talked.. stole ribbon from brie and did hair.. haha.. nd everything else.. an okay day.. as for tonight im not allowed out cause i have "gone out every night this summer and school is in 2 weeks so my hw has to be done b4 i go out again".. ugh! i fucking HATE hw.. i dont kno what the plans were for tonight.. i thinl everyone was thinking bout going to see the exorcist.. but i think the plans changed and they hung out at the golf coarse.. im not sure.. but i dont mind not going out tonight cause im really not in a good mood.. ive had way too much on my mind lately.. im just upset about so many things.. i dont kno.. im just like frustarted.. i dont know.. so anyway im going ot get in bed now.. im so tired i kno its early but i am so sore.. got to wake up early again tomorrow morning.. im going to update as often as i can now.. im out <3

im in LBI !

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 22:20:42 GMT

ok so right now i am finally in LBI.. i frikken love this place.. the weather is awesome here oo and the house we rented is right on the beach in brandt beach.. gallo is staying a few streets over in beach haven and allyson is even closer, in haven beach. awesome.. and the best part is this vaca has just begun. the only thing was that the traffic was so bad this morning that it took 4 longggg hours to get here when it normally takes 2 max.. but we at one point we were right next to tom gallo driving on the highway.. that was funny. ok so i dont have long time to type this cause we r going to my cousins' house for a barbeque party tonight (in lbi) but i just want to quickly update on the past2 days since i hadnt had the chance to.

2 nights ago (thursday) me, ker, mal, and andrea went to the soda pop shop for some ice cream.. nd steph g met up with us.. it was fun fun fun. i <3 their ice cream, but i couldnt eat it cause im still sick.. but i had a brownie instead.. from what i remember we had some good convos there :)afterwards we went back to gallo's nd chilled. ker and mal played the spinning game.. and gallo tried too.. haha.. they looked drunk after. lol. then for some odd reason we all decided to straighten each others hair.. hah. nd i saw andrea's amazing NSYNC hair brush.. then the guys showed up nd we decided to TRY to starighten kei's hair.. wow.. haha.. it was fun. the rest of the night was awesome. dont remember everything but we did call back that crtain person.. and i did take pics.. as always

well yesterday was okay. i went to work at 4 and for some reason right before i left the sun decided o come out.. no chance of closing.. it was tres hot out too. kristen and i got so fed up with people calling asking if the pool was open.. that we unplugged it.. haha. okay, so here is when all the "fun" started: at like 7 it randomly starte pouring rain so family night got cancelled cause of thunder. as we were all closing up, it stopped raing and all we all looked up to look at the sky and someone was like omg its a fucking tornado! i freaked, obviously.. and me, kp, matt erna, mike moli.., tyler, and steph g just stood there staring up.. it wasnt a tornado but it was like a frikken funnel could.. omg it was so scary we like ran out when my dad came.. he drove everyone home and there was this huge bug on my window the hole way .. it was lik scary big.. and we all named it in the car.. i think steph g chos beetle juice so we naed it that or something.. mp pickd it up when wher got out of the car.. ew. after everyoen was dropped off we went to a barbeque to eat crabs and stuff.. not fun at all.. hen we got back at 11 i chilled then at midnight i started packing for today.. and thats just about it.. im loving sitting her watching the waves, and i cnt wait for the rest of thisweek.. well, i g2g,im out
<33

Last night

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 23:00:12 GMT

ok so last night was alot of fun. right before i left for jackie's i got my pictures back.. and omg.. 3 of the pics i took rnt there.. and they r from the peanut butter mess at ker's.. im very upset.. well atleast i have 2 from that night.. but the other pictures were great.. from all different things like the fireworks, 4th of july @ the VCP, jack's b-day, etc.. anyway, jackie's 15th b-day party was a success - lots of fun.. i dont have much time right now to mention evrything.. but as always i did take alot of pictures.. and i am extremely pissed that i didnt get that picture of brendan w/ the PINK sunglasses on.. so the night was great.. and thats about it. today i had off from work at the pool and did absolutely nothing except for making a collage w/ all pics from freshman year.. it turned out cute.. and im really bored tonight cause i think a like everyone is either on vaca, working family night @ the pool, or something else.. but give me a call if u want to do something.. im out
<33

nm...

Tue, 27 Jul 2004 18:34:19 GMT

nothing much has happened so far today. i woke up, went to garden state plaza for the day w/ my mom which was fun cause that mall amazing.. now im back and deciding whether or not i should go to the volleyball open gym thing tongiht from 4-6.. after that i htink at 7 or something im goign to jackie's party.. thats about it for my day.. o yea and here's this thing eveyrones putting on their journlas.. so i decided to do it too.. the highlighted things are true about me..

01. I miss somebody right now
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love olives
04. I love sleeping
05. I own lots of books
06. I wear glasses or contact lenses - (contatcs when i remember to)
07. I love to play video games
08. I've smoked pot
09. I've watched porn
10. I have been in a threesome
11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship
12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy
13. I have acne free skin
14. I like and respect Al Sharpton
15. I curse frequently
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a hobby
19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me
20. I'm somewhat smart - (i think) -ok, no blonde comments on this one please, lol
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal
23. I hate the rain- (except for when we r working at the pool, then its ok)
24. I'm paranoid at times
25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars
26. I need money right now!
27. I love Sushi
28. I talk really, really fast - sometimes
29. I have fresh breath in the morning
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have lost money in Las Vegas
32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister
33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
34. I shave my legs on a regular basis
35. I have a twin
36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past
37. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D. - (on the cell)
38. I like the way i look (im not hideous)
39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months (nothing big)
40. I know how to do cornrows
41. I am usually pessimistic
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I think prostitution should be legalized
44. I think Britney Spears is hot
45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past
46. I have a hidden talent
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have- (at sleepovers.. omg)
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I have kissed someone of the same sex
51. I enjoy talking on the phone
52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants
53. I love to shop
54. I would rather shop than eat
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders
57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I'm a pretty good dancer
60. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington ??
61. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother
62. I have a cell phone
63. I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis
65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months
66. I love drama
67. I have never been in a real relationship before
68. I've rejected someone before

69. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
70. I want to have children in the future
71. I have changed a diaper before
72. I've called the cops on a friend before
73. I bite my nails
74. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club
75. I'm not allergic to anything that i know of
76. I have a lot to learn
77. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger
78. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie
79. I am very shy around the opposite sex
80. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message
81. I have at least 5 away messages saved
82. I have tried alcohol or drugs before (alcohol)

83. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past
84. I own the "South Park" movie
85. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal
86. When I was a kid I played "doctor" with a neighbor or chum
87. I enjoy some country music
88. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza
89. I watch soap operas whenever I can
90. I'm obsessive, anal, retentive, and often a perfectionist
91. I have used my sexuality to advance my career
92. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all
93. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story"
94. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy
95. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it
96. I have dated a close friend's ex
97. I'm happy as of this moment

.sunday....

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 22:46:49 GMT

ok so yesterday during the day not much happened. i worked at the pool from 1 to 7. it was a pretty boring day because the weather said it was supposed to be shitty out but it turned out to be really nice and also hot.. but there wasnt alot of peopel at the pool. i got bored so i went to go sit and eat lunch w/ ker by the snack bar and we saw laura and ashley so we sat w/ them and talked a bit. i also did my toes and fingernails w/ kers nailpolish.. lol. i kno that sounds weird to do at the pool but hey, i was bored. and ker brought me the polish and the first aid room had stuff.. so thats what i did.. the rest of the day was same old stuff.

i got a ride home at 7 and realized that i didnt eat dinner there and my parents were at a barbeque and i didnt want to cook so i was screwed.. then at like 8:30 i went to gallo's w/ her and allyson and we hung out for a bit. we hung out in her room for a little whiel cause tom had people over.. allyson and i didnt mind though.. lol andrea. when they left we decided to go to TGI Fridays, so andreas mom drove us there.. and that was my dinner. i was fricken stupid cause b4 we left i had and cherry and then on the way there, remembered i am allergic to those things..

o wells. so when we get there andreas mom drives away without relaizing that we were at the wrong place.. we were at ruby tuesdays.. which honestly isnt as good and was closing.. so andrea being as SMART as she IS said, " o, TGI Fridays is just around the corner (of the mall).. well guess what.. it WASNT...and we had to pass all these ghetto people and it was fucking dark out and chilly.. and allyson and i were scared as hell that we were going to get shot or somethign (dont ask.. ) and andrea, being the SI girl that she is.. was like o who cares.. its not that bad.. plus its just aroudn the corner.. well it just so happens that it wasnt..

we walked around the entire mall (cause it was closed) and realized it was at the smaller mall.. yupp. finally we got their.. at like 10.. it was fun though cause we were talking about so much stuff.. and it turns out that someone who we were talking about's sister was at the other table. lmao.. omg.. down the shore at LBI next week is going to be so fucking awesome.. u guys kno y.. the plan.. haha.. sleepover.. cnt wait. so yea.. the food was tres good.. and we left at like 11 and then went home.. allyson- im still trying to come up w/ ounishment for u for the bet.. :) haha. andreas punishment if she loses: no makeup AT ALL for a week.. so thats about it.. this mornign i woke up with a really bad stomache ache and i lied down and watched dawsons creek dvd's.. haha.. season 3.. wow im a loser.. now im going to try and eat dinner. then depending on everything.. i might go out tonight. not sure.. im out.. <33